麻了 心麻了

麻了 心麻了
我的心 可宣布死了
心已经完全失去了感觉
刀好玩吗?跟你抢最好玩不过了!!T.T
看到你又这样
我......竟然变得没反应似的
怎么会酱??
是我选择逃避放弃你吗??
还是到现在依然无法接受呢??
我一直都在告诉自己
要好好的面对
但事实上我不懂如何去面对
不懂!!不懂!!不懂!!
或许我很失败 也很无能为力
有时候我还真的很佩服
小过我的可能比我好多
我感觉很空
想哭但哭不出
GOD give me STRENGTH
I MUST be a STRONG GIRL

BY~OranGe lml

SouR SouR OranGe

zzz...long time disappear here le..
having SOUR ORANGE mood now..
may I knw why am I be here in tis world?
juz feel like no meaning for me...
Wil sweet orange mood always coming after sour 1?
got any1 can sure tat?haiz...
Bling Bling Bling!!! wake up ba..
why suddenly be like tat..you are not as usual le leh..
simply blur simply sour simply simply and dunno why I emo..
can I say everything is doesn't matter jz the way think it positively..
but say always is EASIEST than do..right?
should gonna continue be like tat???

BY OranGe lml

Meaningless..=[

... ...

Don't know start from when, i hate school+ing..

I start to feel bored to school life. It doesn't meaningful to me anymore.

I tried to laugh in the class, i tried to smile in front of all the friends, i tried to hide the sadness.

I hope to skip the class till trial exam if everything is allow. I don't want to stay at the school. A lot of problems around me.

I just want to leave here. Maybe here is not belong to me. ;(

Hope that my happy mode will on again.

Smile. =)

By:

Jingyi